Saturday, May 1, 2010

It is a poor idea to lie to yourself

‘Just get away from me’. Please stay. ‘I don’t want anything more to do with you’. I only want to be with you. ‘You’ve ruined everything; nothing will ever be the same’. It’s entirely my fault; I want so badly to say sorry. ‘There are no more chances, this is the last straw’. How could I ever fix this? ‘You’re so selfish. This is all your fault! How could you’. How could I? ‘Just leave, it’s over’. I am so, so sorry.

Please stay. I only want to be with you. It’s entirely my fault; I want so badly to say sorry. How could I ever fix this? How could I? I am so, so sorry.

And I am alone, I am hurting. I should feel better. The blame is all yours.

The blame is all mine.

3 comments:

  1. So expressive Kez and so so true, I think we all do that at some point! Very well written!

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  2. Wow thats so deep. Really touching post. Loved it. Now excuse me why I grap a tissue.

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  3. AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    Kerry, truely, every week you surprise me with something even better than before!

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